Cause when you're intellectually convinced, you go back to check if you're emotionally convinced too.
Pictures.
Hundreds of them.
It's funny how things you need and things you want aren't the same. But then you probably knew this all along. Maybe not. All the while when you were writing yourself off, nobody reminded you second class isn't the way to do it. And maybe being second class for so long makes you believe there isn't another way. It's the same thing as telling the same lie a thousand times to convince people it's the truth. Somewhere the truth gets lost. Here the self got lost.
Without options. Without the option of even the self. Now c'mon - you would agree that's not asking for too much, this being the 21st century and all.
A thousand different things at the same time. Voices. Screaming. Louder. Louder. Louder. Blames. Accusations. Screaming. The "past". (What the hell is this past anyway? Cause it's too goddam complicated.) Louder. Drowning. Games. Strategies. Astounded. Louder.
Mess.
And there are things which you must consider. Why.
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